The Unspoken

It's been ages since the last time I put my feeling into words. Life happens busily, by busily I mean no time for lazing around or watching my korean chinggu. My mother's healthy, some of my family's problems, and of course, my entrance exam for university, has been occupied on my mind and took most of my time for the last two months. But now, I just want to tell about my entrance exam which I just had yesterday. No, I'm not going to tell the description of the exam. It was really awfull. I just want to share about my feeling during and after that day. At that day, I realized that I have to be strong and dependent, because there is no one who's able to help me anytime. I have to stand on my own  because everyone has their own bussiness and asking for their help will surely take their valuable time. Whatever story that make me come up with this thingking, I will save it as my personal learning. Another thing is a very common thing. And this is the point of this...

Rain Each tiny droplet of it falls blindly Some are lucky They land on person's happy laughter to fresh up the mind, While others land on person's fake smile, to disguise the tears. Rain Some people love it for the delight, the smiles, the pleasures and all the joys attached While others detest it for the wounds, the disconsolateness, the nothingness and all the pains attached.

Sebuah kotak berisi rasa kutitipkan dengan asa yang mengangkasa kau terima tanpa tanda tanya. Sebuah kotak berisi hati kutitipkan dengan penuh simpati kau terima tanpa basa-basi. Sebuah kotak berisi kenangan kutitipkan tanpa beban kau terima tanpa sungkan Sebuah kotak berisi harap kuberikan bersama bahagia yang meluap kau terima tanpa menggagap. Tapi... Aku lupa menuliskan 'mudah pecah' hingga ia patah. Dan lagi... Aku lupa menuliskan 'merusak berarti membeli' hingga kau pergi dan tak menoleh lagi...