1. I like hanging out with people. But when I spend too much time hanging around there and there, I will miss my room so much. I need at least a whole day to stay at my room, to refill my mind on my own space.
2. But eventho I like being alone at my room after I'm done with humans, I don't like to be alone for a long time. When I am just with myself, my feeling and thingking will go beyond the limit. Haha. And it makes my mood unstable. I hate the feeling of not-really-sure-about-this-feeling-but-I-just-feel-wrong. So I need someone to talk to. Or even just a chit chat on whatsapp. I need companion to keep me sane. Being alone is sometimes frustrating.
3. I'm getting tired with social media. I quit facebook, I quit path, I uninstal my instagram (yes I still have an instagram account, the private one), I uninstall twitter, and I plan to uninstal tumblr but I still need a platform to express my mind. I rarely do blogwalking now, and I mute every updates on whatsapp except my family's and some of my friends'. Huft, I'll back whenever I'm ready.
4. I don't know why I keep updating status on whatsapp and regret it.
5. I can't get focus at my room.
6. I don't like to be a plinplan person. I'm actually not one. But sometimes I know what I want but I know I can't do it but I still want it, so it gives me an internal battle.
7. I always think that people have bad thoughts about me. And I'm tired dealing with that kind of thinking.
8. it turns out getting out from routines does not feel any good and now I'm trying to get back to my regular habit.
Huft. That's all for now. See you on the next update wkwk.
2. But eventho I like being alone at my room after I'm done with humans, I don't like to be alone for a long time. When I am just with myself, my feeling and thingking will go beyond the limit. Haha. And it makes my mood unstable. I hate the feeling of not-really-sure-about-this-feeling-but-I-just-feel-wrong. So I need someone to talk to. Or even just a chit chat on whatsapp. I need companion to keep me sane. Being alone is sometimes frustrating.
3. I'm getting tired with social media. I quit facebook, I quit path, I uninstal my instagram (yes I still have an instagram account, the private one), I uninstall twitter, and I plan to uninstal tumblr but I still need a platform to express my mind. I rarely do blogwalking now, and I mute every updates on whatsapp except my family's and some of my friends'. Huft, I'll back whenever I'm ready.
4. I don't know why I keep updating status on whatsapp and regret it.
5. I can't get focus at my room.
6. I don't like to be a plinplan person. I'm actually not one. But sometimes I know what I want but I know I can't do it but I still want it, so it gives me an internal battle.
7. I always think that people have bad thoughts about me. And I'm tired dealing with that kind of thinking.
8. it turns out getting out from routines does not feel any good and now I'm trying to get back to my regular habit.
Huft. That's all for now. See you on the next update wkwk.
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