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There is a period when I was too lazy to write, and also, there is a period when I had so many things I want to write. And lately, it seems like my writing mood is on fire, hahaha! Unluckily, now the internet is no longer available in my room like when I was in Bandung. So I have to write it in microsoft word, then post it when I find a wifi.

I don’t know why I have many things in my head lately. And I just want to write it down. This blog is like a box to my thoughts. From the tiny part to the crucial ones. And for the sake of improving my english, I write it in english. But I’m sorry for the broken grammar. I really really bad at grammar, especially about tenses. I even made many mistakes for some very basic rules such as subject and verb agreement. -______-. Sometimes I like to re-read my posts, and I found many grammatical errors. If I’m not lazy, I will edit them right away. And one of the purposes of this blog is to improve my writing skill. But when I re-read it, I realized that the languange is more like a verbal languange. So it’s more like speaking than writing. Haha! My writing is like me talking to the readers. 

Wait, the readers? Does this blog really have a reader? To be extremely honest, NO!  This blog doesn’t have a reader. I just pretending to have ones! Haha! It makes me feel like there is someone out there listen to my story attentively.

But the most important thing is, it is for my personal record. Every story or maybe poem, has its own feeling when I wrote them. And sometimes I recall the memories by re-reading them. Just like camera capturing moment to the picture. I capture moment with writing.

 Oh yes, maybe I will not post anything in 3 or 4 weeks ahead. So many things needed to be done. And I will have m university entrance exam in the next 3 weeks. Wish me luck!

I think it’s enough for tonight. I feel sleepy now. It’s 11 o’clock. But I will post it tomorrow when I find an internet connection.
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